Neha Story

neha

I am 32 male from Bangalore, India, very well educated and successful
senior management person in a law and finance based company. I am bisexual,
versatile and bottom. I love to crossdress whenever I find a chance. I am
handsome as a man and simultaneously beautiful as a woman. I rarely find
any crossdressing stories in Indian Context on the internet. So, I decided
to post some experiences, ideas and fantasies of my own.

I was around 8 or 9 years old when I used to be alone at home in the
afternoons. I started experimenting with my aunts clothes out of curiosity.
My aunt was a beautiful 30 year old woman with a kid. She had a figure of
38-26-40. She was very fair, smooth and feminine. Her best feature was her
oversized buttock which used to sway with a feminine elegance when she used
to sashay into the candy colored sunset. The little bit of fat on her belly
around her navel used to jiggle like waves on a wild stream and her boobs
promised life long fertility. She was overall a sex goddess. I had lots of
fantasies about her like making her sit in my lap and feeling her big
behinds on my cock, fucking her in missionary position, like a doggie, even
making her pregnant.  When I was alone, I used to get her petticoat and
panty and rub them on my abdomen. One day rubbing like this gradually the
speed incresed and became furious to the point of no return and I
experienced orgasm though a dry one. This was my accidental discovery of
orgasm. This continued for a year or so and then started to have wet
orgasms. I examined her panty closely and found a tanned region exactly
where her pussy and ass would be when she wears it. I rubbed that part on
my glans furiously and had a massive orgasm and I ejaculated a lot into her
panty at the same spot. she didnt know it and wore it like that. I was
happy that my seed has somehow touched her pussy and she is my woman
now. It was a strange satisfaction.

I used to make a big pillow wear her panty, bra and petticoat and fuck the
pillow thinking that I am fucking her.

I wanted that if my genitals can not meet her genitals then at least the
items (clothes, undergarments) that touch her genitals and ass should touch
mine. That is how I decided to wear her clothes one day.

I wore her panty, bra, petticoat, saree and a pair of heels. I took some
make up, mascara, eye-lashes, lipstick, eye shadow, blush etc. To give it
an Indian Look, I applied a Bindi (vermillion mark on the forehead that
Indian married women wear as their love and respect for their husbands) and
some sindoor (vermillion) too. Fortunately, there was a wig too at home. I
wore some jewellery and wore them too. They were a pair of long ear rings a
small nose pin one typical cinthi on the forehead, gold chain, anklets and
bracelets and some bangles and some indian ornaments on the waist. Dressed
to the hilt like a typical Indian Bride now my job was to learn a little
bit of walking and talking like Indian Brides, some mannerisms etc. I
practiced ow to sway my ass. Oh yes ! I had stuffed some pads into my bra
cups and into my panty to make big boobs and ass. They were looking a bit
oversized (next time I will take care not to be too greedy to have big
boobs and ass. it might look unnatural in crossdressing). Fine, I was
satisfied when I looked at myself in the mirror. She was a beautiful Indian
Bride. I walked around a bit with the pallu on my head. Observe the
psychology, It started as a fetish for the cloths that touch her genitals
and ended up in transforming my ownself into a beautiful woman. That was my
first crossdressing. even now I crossdress but now a day the psychology is
even deeper, at that time I immagine myself as a complete woman or at least
a transsexual.  This was just the dressing part of it. Sexual fantasies
include a good planned crossdressing session which ends up in physical,
mental, emotional and spiritual union. Obviously, physical union will mean
anal sex and oral sex since I dont have a vagina. A foursome with one male,
one female, one transsexual and me seem to be a great idea. Role play as
husband and wife is sheer fun.

Oh yes my female name is Neha. I prefer to be called Neha.